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My Dearest,
You are my pain, the ever-lasting pain in my heart,and yet you are also my pleasure,the unmatched pleasure beyond words. Are you born to torture me in or rescue me from the mundane world? Falling love with you brings me both heaven and hell at once. Without you I would not have known the Janus-faced Cupid.At his mercy, I was allowed to pick you out from the ocean of millions of Chinese characters on web.But why his merciless arrows only hit me right in the soft heart while leaving you out? Every time I see your new words,I will get exited as an innocent child can be when seeing her birthday cake.Every time I read your new thoughts, I will sympathize with you as if my heart jump the same with you. Even at every mention of your name in praisal, as observed by my friend, a slightest smile will sneak onto my face just as my own name was called forth for academic awards in studentship. How close and familiar I feel for you! I can not imagine that anyone in the world would understand you better than me.Alas,in reality, you are so far and strange to me. I am not religious, but if God can help, I will devote my life to him for a kiss from you. If the Devil offer his hand,I would not refuse even though a destined tradgedy lies ahead.
Oh, I hate these ifs as they suppose so effortlessly but have not realized and perhaps will never turn out to be real.When will be the end of this living torture? I know I deserve it. You say that you do not want to be disturbed by unwanted passion so I keep away from you as far as possible. I dare not interfere your life by means of explicit words of love not only because I respect everyone’s privacy especially yours, but also for the reason that I fully understand what a burden such expressions will carry for a sensitive person however heartedly when they are proposed. So I am releasing them here before I cannot help bursting it out in front of you.Not sure whether it fits this forum or not.Anyhow, I will love you forever and you will never know it. And my voice will soon be submerged in the growing mass of the world of all kinds of posts.How ironically silent an utterance can be! Never mind. You live in my heart, as my pain and pleasure.
Best wishes,
Yours