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Three months ago I met this great man, he loved me deeply and wanted to do anything as long as that would made me happy. But I didnt feel a thing for him and I was a total bitch and said something hurt his feelings badly. Then we lost contact for two months. During that time, his family got a girl for him, and his parents are really adore her.Also they are very patriarchy and asked him to marry that girl next month. He contacts with that girl since then and seems go pretty well…..
I regreted a lot and sent him text messages to let him know that I wanna be with him,for a second time. He may still has feelings for me, hanging out with me as long as i got spare time,bought me things he knew i might like. we were alone for lot of times but we didnt do anything cause he said he could make promises for me at the moment, he has to come back hometown to deal with that gal, he’ll let me know if he could persuade his parents. I knew there’s only slight chance,but what could i do then.
I regret to hell right now. i really care about him now, but he’s just not mine. i missed lot of good things that could belong to me in my life, even this great man. How cruel it is. I may really deserve nothing good.I must go to hell when i died.
How sorry i am. I miss that guy very much and couldnt do anything but watch him marry another gal………..